The Shrink Page (Psychiatry) for the Crazy People

[Kilo 1000]

BTW... I actually feel BARELY functional.... Mostly energy drinks na lang ang elixir ko to keep up. hehe

Sorry, I'm one of those people who really hates chemicals and extra doping crap.
I really discourage energy drinks due to the following
1. It is VERY bad to your heart. There are MANY studies that it can lead to irregular heart rates that can kill you. It can lead you to hypertension.
2. It is VERY bad to your brain and hormones. Chronic intake of energy drinks can disrupt your hormones causing you to produce more stress hormones, disrupt sleeping patterns and cause drug dependence.
3. It is VERY bad to your autonomic system, withdrawal from energy drinks can cause a hyperreactive response causing tremors, palpitations, anxiety.. etc

your responses actually confirm that you're more anxious than depressed.

[marvinofthefaintsmile]

energy drinks has caffeine.. and this will cause your heart to race which is bad for your health.

[SuperBazor]

Oh my... I've been looking at the wrong place in the web. Hahaha. Thank you very much kuya.

[vortex]

Name Initials: NRM
Age: 24
Gender: Male
Location: Pasig City
Birthplace: Pasig City

Present Problem

1.   What seems to be your problem and what brought you to answer this?
-> marami eh, family, friends, work

2.   When did it start? Was there anything significant that happened during that time? What was it?
-> yung current, months ago na rin eh.

3.   When does it get worse? When does it get better? How many times does it occur in a day?
sa work, everyday, sa tao din ganun. Sa bahay, depende.

4.   What things/people/events put you in a lot of stress? What do you do when you get stressed?
-> marami sila. When I am stressed, hanap ako extensions, talk to someone, do something para ma-divert yung attention ko

5.   How do you cope? What did you do to address the problem?
-> do something that can make me happy and calm, like listening to music, talking to somebody, watching something, etc.

6.   Would you say you're sad/angry/depressed/anxious? Does it disable you to do things? How?
-> ngayon, I can say I am depressed and anxious. Yes somehow. how? siguro nalilimit ang energy ko eh, may times na wala ako gana gumawa.

7.   Do you hear, see things, or feel that other people don't?
-> no

8.   Have you or would you attempt to kill yourself?
-> I don't remember how, but I think I did when I was in gradeschool

9.   Do you think other people are talking about you because of it?

10.   Do you have problems eating or sleeping?
-> yes, I am insomiac since I was a kid.

Family Dynamics
1.   How many are you in the family and what is your birth order?
-> 10, I am the 10th (not including some of my parent's families from their first partners)

2.   How old are your parents, what are their jobs, and describe your relationship with them? Are you close or not? Would you tell your secrets to them? Do they know your friends?
Father - 94, deceased
Mother - 67 - Housewife

3.   How old are your siblings, what are their jobs, and describe your relationship with them? Are you close or not? Would you tell your secrets to them? Do they know your friends?

4.   Which sibling are you closest with?
-> wala

5.   Which family member do you hate the most?
-> none, tamang inis lang

Brief life story
A.   Infancy
1.   How were you given birth? Was is it in a hospital/clinic/lying-in/house? Were you a wanted child?
-> Hospital ata, at first, based on stories, my Mom tried to abort me, pero di naging successful

2.   Who raised you as a child? Who fed you as a child?
-> nanay and mga kapatid ko
3.   How were you punished as a child?
-> maraming ways eh, pero makaluma. Naalala ko dati, pinapaluhod ako sa asin/mungo before, or kahit sa sahig, naka-dipa sa harap ng altar, na-experience ko na mapalo, ikulong sa bodega, hubaran ng damit, hahaha.

B.   Childhood
1.   Where did you study? Is it an all boys school or mixed? Did you like the school?
Mixed siya, sa Elementary school sa amin. Gusto ko yung school

2.    How many friends did you have?
-> marami naman, friendly ako, I have friends kahit sa ibang section and grade levels

3.   Who was your best friend? What was your most memorable experience with that person?
-> bibigay pa name? memorable experience na lang, siguro yung twing pumupunta ako sa kanila para manood at tumambay.

4.   Were you bullied? How often? Did it traumatize you?
-> yeah na-bully na rin ako nung elementary, kasi nga babakla-bakla ako, there was also times na may guy akong classmate who was trying to harass me.

5.   What was the most memorable experience as a child? What was the most traumatic?
-> di ko na maalala. traumatic
6.   What was your favourite toy?
-> marami
7.   What was your favourite game?
-> any games.
8.   How was discipline done in the family?
-> disciplinarian ang both parents ko.

9.   If a cake/pie was brought in by your parents to the house, how was it divided?
-> when I was a kid, siguro I would have the least part, depende sa age. Pero ngayon that I feel like a boss na in the house, it is divided equally, or sometimes I would take the bigger one, or they do allocate it for me.

10.   Who was the most favourite child in the family?
-> siguro ako nung bata, kasi ako ang bunso.

C.   Adolescence
1.   Where did you study? Is it an all boys school or mixed?
-> mixed din, ito ang High School sa philippines na nasa Guiness.

2.   Were you a pack leader or a follower?
-> both

3.   What was the most memorable thing that your barkada would do?
-> tumambay sa bahay ng classmates, maglaro

4.   What was your hobby?
-> wala masyado.

5.   What was the most stressful part of growing up?
-> family, schooling

6.   How did you cope with stress?
-> di pa ganun ka big-deal pero usually music, I pray, I believe eversince that it helps. then tawa lagi, I remember before mahilig din ako gumawa ng mga poems.

7.   When your body was undergoing puberty, was there anything that preoccupied you?
-> siguro yung mga changes sa akin

8.   How did you interact with the opposite sex?
-> normal lang naman

9.   How was sex taught to you?
-> di naman, sa isang subject kasi alam ko di naturo iyon eh, but I know a little kasi pinag-uusapan ng ibang classmates.

D.   Adulthood
1.   Where did you study? What course did you take?
-> PUP, BS Computer Science
2.   Would you pursue further studies?
-> yes
3.   What was your work? What is your dream job?
-> Network Analyst, not quite

4.   If you would set up a business, what would it be?
-> Mall/Grocery store and a BPO.

5.   How is the atmosphere of your school/workplace?
-> good

6.   Do you like what you're doing right now?
-> not anymore

7.   How is your relationship with your family? Do you talk often?
-> ok naman, minsan parang civil ako sa bahay, bihira na kami makapag-usap kasi madalas wala sa bahay

8.   How many friends do you have? What do you do with your friends?
-> sa office, marami naman, most of them are my friends, minsan gumagala kami, akyat bundok, etc.

9.   What do you do on weekends?
-> depende, sunday church, other than that, minsan tambay sa house, or kapag may lakad.

10.   Did you start a relationship? How many partners/girlfriends?
-> nope.

11.   What is your sexuality? Do you think it is a problem?
-> male, I don't know if it is a problem.

12.   Did you engage in sex before? How many partners? Are there problems with sex?
-> no
13.   Is marriage an option? If married, how is your married life?
-> Wala pa kasi sa isip ko iyan, pero I'll make sure it is heaven for me and my partner.

14.   Have you taken drug/alcohol? When did it start? How much are you taking everyday?
-> no

15.   What is your religion? How religious are you? How often have you prayed?
-> Catholic by birth, but I am now a Christian. I pray every day, minimum is 5 times, a day. Except recently, I am not praying. hahaha.

16.   How are you with the law? Would you break the law in order if the need arises?
-> I am a law abiding citizen. Wala pa sa isip ko mag-break ng law.

17.   What do you think of the government?
-> always needs improvement

18.   Would you consider yourself healthy? what are your health problems?
-> no,
19.   Are you financially stable? Is there a huge expense that strains you often?
-> no
E.   Values and the Future
1.   What is your goal in life?
-> to become successful and ma-achieve yung life na gusto ko

2.   What do you value the most?
-> time, attention, and affection

3.   What do you consider your success?
-> sa ngayon, siguro yung naka-graduate ako among sa aming magkakapatid. They hate schooling and I broke that history in my family.
4.   What do you consider your failure?
-> marami eh, ayoko na isipin yung iba.
5.   How do you see yourself in 10 years?
-> having a satisfying life with my own family.

6.   How do you see your family in the future?
-> happy, living in harmony and living in the way opposite to the family I have.

7.   Are you happy?
-> yes, but not 100%.

[caicomonster]

Name Initials: CMG
Age: 26
Gender:  male
Location:  QC
Birthplace:QC

Present Problem

1.   What seems to be your problem and what brought you to answer this?
At this time , wala naman
2.   When did it start? Was there anything significant that happened during that time? What was it?
n/a
3.   When does it get worse? When does it get better? How many times does it occur in a day?
n/a
4.   What things/people/events put you in a lot of stress? What do you do when you get stressed?
Mahirap na kausap na customer
5.   How do you cope? What did you do to address the problem?
I try to read instead
6.   Would you say you're sad/angry/depressed/anxious? Does it disable you to do things? How?
n/a
7.   Do you hear, see things, or feel that other people don't?
Yah ... occasional nakakakita ako ng so call ghost
8.   Have you or would you attempt to kill yourself?
NO
9.   Do you think other people are talking about you because of it?
no
10.   Do you have problems eating or sleeping?
Yes hindi ako makatanggi sa pagkain
Sleeping : yes laging 5 to 6hrs lang kaya ko itulog

Family Dynamics
1.   How many are you in the family and what is your birth order?
Right now sa bahay
LOLO 78
Auntie 43
ako  26
Pinsan 1- 23
Pinsan 2- 18

2.   How old are your parents, what are their jobs, and describe your relationship with them? Are you close or not? Would you tell your secrets to them? Do they know your friends?
Mother 45 – house wife- Yes close kami and yes kilala niya friends ko
Father 45 – hindi ko alam work nya – Open lang kami pero hindi ganong ka-close and no  kilala niya friends ko

3.   How old are your siblings, what are their jobs, and describe your relationship with them? Are you close or not? Would you tell your secrets to them? Do they know your friends?
Sister – 1 Yes close kami -student pa lang - and yes kilala niya friends ko
Sister – 2 Yes close kami -student pa lang -  and yes kilala niya friends ko
Sister 3 Yes close kami and-student pa lang -  no hindi nya kilala mga friends ko
Brother 1 - Yes close kami-student pa lang -  and no hindi nya kilala mga friends ko
Brother 2 - Yes close kami-baby pa -  and no hindi nya kilala mga friends ko


4.   Which sibling are you closest with?
Lahat halos sila

5.   Which family member do you hate the most?
Non so far

Brief life story
A.   Infancy
1.   How were you given birth? Was is it in a hospital/clinic/lying-in/house? Were you a wanted child?
QC – East ave medical center , wanted child? Hindi ko lang alam

2.   Who raised you as a child? Who fed you as a child?
I grow up sa side ng grandparents ko
3.   How were you punished as a child?
Palo ng sinturon =) at walang TV for a day =(

B.   Childhood

1.   Where did you study? Is it an all boys school or mixed? Did you like the school?
Public school sa QC nung elem , sakto lang


2.    How many friends did you have?
Nung elem hindi ko na matandaan
High school marami naman pero 1 lang ang tunay
College – marami din pero kaunti lang ang masasabing okay

3.   Who was your best friend? What was your most memorable experience with that person?
Renren – nahuli kaming nanunuod ng hentai... =)

4.   Were you bullied? How often? Did it traumatize you?
Yes na-bully naman ako .. hindi naman,,

5.   What was the most memorable experience as a child? What was the most traumatic?
Nahuli ako ng shop lifting =) yah nagka-trauma naman ako ... hahaha

6.   What was your favourite toy?
Zoid... yung unang version pa...

7.   What was your favourite game?
I love brutal games , meron kaming BTX na laro then sakitan talaga.. barilan ng Pellet gun , basta yung sakitan

8.   How was discipline done in the family?
More on teaching at sermon, hindi naman physical not unless hardcore na yung ginawang kasalanan

9.   If a cake/pie was brought in by your parents to the house, how was it divided?
Equal share

10.   Who was the most favourite child in the family?
Si utol

C.   Adolescence
1.   Where did you study? Is it an all boys school or mixed?
Public school sa QC nung high school , sakto lang

2.   Were you a pack leader or a follower?
Follower ako .. kasi parang mga kuya ang mga tropa ko nun

3.   What was the most memorable thing that your barkada would do?
Makipaghabulan sa mga rival school sa QC =)

4.   What was your hobby?
At that time sugal at PS1 pati counter strike tapos nauso yung MIRC at yahoo chat

5.   What was the most stressful part of growing up?
When your father cant understand your decision

6.   How did you cope with stress?
Hindi na lang pansinin gawin para yung desisyon

7.   When your body was undergoing puberty, was there anything that preoccupied you?
N/A

8.   How did you interact with the opposite sex?
Shy type =)

9.   How was sex taught to you?
Hindi ko na maalala hahaha

D.   Adulthood

1.   Where did you study? What course did you take?
BSHRM - University sa UBELT nung college, hindi ko masabing ayaw hindi kasi kaya yung dream school ko

2.   Would you pursue further studies?
No .. nag-start na ako mag-aral sa different field

3.   What was your work? What is your dream job?
Tech support / dream? Gusto ko yung mag-docu ng kung ano ano OR network admin

4.   If you would set up a business, what would it be?
BAR siguro , yung tipo ng saimaca bar before,,

5.   How is the atmosphere of your school/workplace?
Okay lang.. masaya naman

6.   Do you like what you're doing right now? Yes... kahit paano , medyo nakakasawa
7.   How is your relationship with your family? Do you talk often?
Okay ,,, if online sila nag-uusap kami
8.   How many friends do you have? What do you do with your friends?
Meron, marami kaunti lang ang tunay
9.   What do you do on weekends?
work
10.   Did you start a relationship? How many partners/girlfriends?
1st girlfriend ko 2nd year high
11.   What is your sexuality? Do you think it is a problem?
no
12.   Did you engage in sex before? How many partners? Are there problems with sex?
Yes.. how many? Hindi ko na maalala kung sino sino sila , wala pa naman
13.   Is marriage an option? If married, how is your married life?
Hindi naman cya option,more on dream cya
14.   Have you taken drug/alcohol? When did it start? How much are you taking everyday?
Drugs: I dont consider marijuana as a drug / alcohol 2nd year high school, pero ngayon bihira na
15.   What is your religion? How religious are you? How often have you prayed?
Catholico , I pray before going to work
16.   How are you with the law? Would you break the law in order if the need arises?
Yes! Hindi ok ang batas sa pinas.. may pinapaburan sila
17.   What do you think of the government?
Government ng pinas ,, the ugliest form of showbiz business

18.   Would you consider yourself healthy? what are your health problems?
Hindi,, may vertigo ako ngayon

19.   Are you financially stable? Is there a huge expense that strains you often?
Medyo , maraming utang sa credit card

E.   Values and the Future

1.   What is your goal in life?
gusto ko mahigitan ang expectation ng mga tao sa'kin

2.   What do you value the most?
Yung trust ng GF ko

3.   What do you consider your success?
For now success ko yung naabot ko yung 26 birthday ko =)

4.   What do you consider your failure?
Wala pa naman

5.   How do you see yourself in 10 years?
Mag-manage na lang ng negosyo or nasa ibang bansa at dun na nakatira

6.   How do you see your family in the future?
Proud

7.   Are you happy?  Yes im happy for everything I have

[caicomonster]

BTW... I actually feel BARELY functional.... Mostly energy drinks na lang ang elixir ko to keep up. hehe

Sorry, I'm one of those people who really hates chemicals and extra doping crap.
I really discourage energy drinks due to the following
1. It is VERY bad to your heart. There are MANY studies that it can lead to irregular heart rates that can kill you. It can lead you to hypertension.
2. It is VERY bad to your brain and hormones. Chronic intake of energy drinks can disrupt your hormones causing you to produce more stress hormones, disrupt sleeping patterns and cause drug dependence.
3. It is VERY bad to your autonomic system, withdrawal from energy drinks can cause a hyperreactive response causing tremors, palpitations, anxiety.. etc

your responses actually confirm that you're more anxious than depressed.

boss kilo1000
kasama ba dito yung mga cola?

[Kilo 1000]

See followup questions below.

Name Initials: NRM
Age: 24
Gender: Male
Location: Pasig City
Birthplace: Pasig City

Present Problem

1.   What seems to be your problem and what brought you to answer this?
-> marami eh, family, friends, work
Who in particular gave you the most problem and why?

2.   When did it start? Was there anything significant that happened during that time? What was it?
-> yung current, months ago na rin eh.

3.   When does it get worse? When does it get better? How many times does it occur in a day?
sa work, everyday, sa tao din ganun. Sa bahay, depende.
Lahat ng bagay problema or may isang nagstastand out?

4.   What things/people/events put you in a lot of stress? What do you do when you get stressed?
-> marami sila. When I am stressed, hanap ako extensions, talk to someone, do something para ma-divert yung attention ko
what are you avoiding in particular?

5.   How do you cope? What did you do to address the problem?
-> do something that can make me happy and calm, like listening to music, talking to somebody, watching something, etc.

6.   Would you say you're sad/angry/depressed/anxious? Does it disable you to do things? How?
-> ngayon, I can say I am depressed and anxious. Yes somehow. how? siguro nalilimit ang energy ko eh, may times na wala ako gana gumawa.
Yung mga bagay na dati mo nang ineenjoy ay hinde na ganun naeenjoy?

7.   Do you hear, see things, or feel that other people don't?
-> no

8.   Have you or would you attempt to kill yourself?
-> I don't remember how, but I think I did when I was in gradeschool

9.   Do you think other people are talking about you because of it?

10.   Do you have problems eating or sleeping?
-> yes, I am insomiac since I was a kid.
Until now? do you have a hard  time initiating sleep or do you wake up often?

Family Dynamics
1.   How many are you in the family and what is your birth order?
-> 10, I am the 10th (not including some of my parent's families from their first partners)

2.   How old are your parents, what are their jobs, and describe your relationship with them? Are you close or not? Would you tell your secrets to them? Do they know your friends?
Father - 94, deceased
Mother - 67 - Housewife

3.   How old are your siblings, what are their jobs, and describe your relationship with them? Are you close or not? Would you tell your secrets to them? Do they know your friends?

4.   Which sibling are you closest with?
-> wala

5.   Which family member do you hate the most?
-> none, tamang inis lang

Brief life story
A.   Infancy
1.   How were you given birth? Was is it in a hospital/clinic/lying-in/house? Were you a wanted child?
-> Hospital ata, at first, based on stories, my Mom tried to abort me, pero di naging successful

2.   Who raised you as a child? Who fed you as a child?
-> nanay and mga kapatid ko
3.   How were you punished as a child?
-> maraming ways eh, pero makaluma. Naalala ko dati, pinapaluhod ako sa asin/mungo before, or kahit sa sahig, naka-dipa sa harap ng altar, na-experience ko na mapalo, ikulong sa bodega, hubaran ng damit, hahaha.

B.   Childhood
1.   Where did you study? Is it an all boys school or mixed? Did you like the school?
Mixed siya, sa Elementary school sa amin. Gusto ko yung school

2.    How many friends did you have?
-> marami naman, friendly ako, I have friends kahit sa ibang section and grade levels

3.   Who was your best friend? What was your most memorable experience with that person?
-> bibigay pa name? memorable experience na lang, siguro yung twing pumupunta ako sa kanila para manood at tumambay.

4.   Were you bullied? How often? Did it traumatize you?
-> yeah na-bully na rin ako nung elementary, kasi nga babakla-bakla ako, there was also times na may guy akong classmate who was trying to harass me.

5.   What was the most memorable experience as a child? What was the most traumatic?
-> di ko na maalala. traumatic
6.   What was your favourite toy?
-> marami
Which one in particular was your most favorite?
7.   What was your favourite game?
-> any games.
8.   How was discipline done in the family?
-> disciplinarian ang both parents ko.

9.   If a cake/pie was brought in by your parents to the house, how was it divided?
-> when I was a kid, siguro I would have the least part, depende sa age. Pero ngayon that I feel like a boss na in the house, it is divided equally, or sometimes I would take the bigger one, or they do allocate it for me.

10.   Who was the most favourite child in the family?
-> siguro ako nung bata, kasi ako ang bunso.

C.   Adolescence
1.   Where did you study? Is it an all boys school or mixed?
-> mixed din, ito ang High School sa philippines na nasa Guiness.

2.   Were you a pack leader or a follower?
-> both.
In a game, do you follow someone's orders or do you make the orders?

3.   What was the most memorable thing that your barkada would do?
-> tumambay sa bahay ng classmates, maglaro
Most memorable moment  with your friends?

4.   What was your hobby?
-> wala masyado.
If you're alone and bored in the house, what would you do?

5.   What was the most stressful part of growing up?
-> family, schooling

6.   How did you cope with stress?
-> di pa ganun ka big-deal pero usually music, I pray, I believe eversince that it helps. then tawa lagi, I remember before mahilig din ako gumawa ng mga poems.

7.   When your body was undergoing puberty, was there anything that preoccupied you?
-> siguro yung mga changes sa akin

8.   How did you interact with the opposite sex?
-> normal lang naman

9.   How was sex taught to you?
-> di naman, sa isang subject kasi alam ko di naturo iyon eh, but I know a little kasi pinag-uusapan ng ibang classmates.

D.   Adulthood
1.   Where did you study? What course did you take?
-> PUP, BS Computer Science
2.   Would you pursue further studies?
-> yes
3.   What was your work? What is your dream job?
-> Network Analyst, not quite

4.   If you would set up a business, what would it be?
-> Mall/Grocery store and a BPO.

5.   How is the atmosphere of your school/workplace?
-> good

6.   Do you like what you're doing right now?
-> not anymore
What happened?

7.   How is your relationship with your family? Do you talk often?
-> ok naman, minsan parang civil ako sa bahay, bihira na kami makapag-usap kasi madalas wala sa bahay


8.   How many friends do you have? What do you do with your friends?
-> sa office, marami naman, most of them are my friends, minsan gumagala kami, akyat bundok, etc.

9.   What do you do on weekends?
-> depende, sunday church, other than that, minsan tambay sa house, or kapag may lakad.
Gaano ka katagal usually sa bahay?

10.   Did you start a relationship? How many partners/girlfriends?
-> nope.

11.   What is your sexuality? Do you think it is a problem?
-> male, I don't know if it is a problem.
Straight, Gay or unsure?

12.   Did you engage in sex before? How many partners? Are there problems with sex?
-> no
13.   Is marriage an option? If married, how is your married life?
-> Wala pa kasi sa isip ko iyan, pero I'll make sure it is heaven for me and my partner.

14.   Have you taken drug/alcohol? When did it start? How much are you taking everyday?
-> no

15.   What is your religion? How religious are you? How often have you prayed?
-> Catholic by birth, but I am now a Christian. I pray every day, minimum is 5 times, a day. Except recently, I am not praying. hahaha.
Why did you change religion?

16.   How are you with the law? Would you break the law in order if the need arises?
-> I am a law abiding citizen. Wala pa sa isip ko mag-break ng law.

17.   What do you think of the government?
-> always needs improvement

18.   Would you consider yourself healthy? what are your health problems?
-> no,
19.   Are you financially stable? Is there a huge expense that strains you often?
-> no
E.   Values and the Future
1.   What is your goal in life?
-> to become successful and ma-achieve yung life na gusto ko
Which is?

2.   What do you value the most?
-> time, attention, and affection
Wala ba to sa bahay?

3.   What do you consider your success?
-> sa ngayon, siguro yung naka-graduate ako among sa aming magkakapatid. They hate schooling and I broke that history in my family.
4.   What do you consider your failure?
-> marami eh, ayoko na isipin yung iba.
What is your biggest regret then?

5.   How do you see yourself in 10 years?
-> having a satisfying life with my own family.

6.   How do you see your family in the future?
-> happy, living in harmony and living in the way opposite to the family I have.

7.   Are you happy?
-> yes, but not 100%.

Comment: Mukhang poor ang family support.

[Kilo 1000]

See follow up questions below.

Name Initials: CMG
Age: 26
Gender:  male
Location:  QC
Birthplace:QC

Present Problem

1.   What seems to be your problem and what brought you to answer this?
At this time , wala naman
So parang trip lang?

2.   When did it start? Was there anything significant that happened during that time? What was it?
n/a
3.   When does it get worse? When does it get better? How many times does it occur in a day?
n/a
4.   What things/people/events put you in a lot of stress? What do you do when you get stressed?
Mahirap na kausap na customer
Call center?
5.   How do you cope? What did you do to address the problem?
I try to read instead
What in particular did you read in order to address your customer problems?
6.   Would you say you're sad/angry/depressed/anxious? Does it disable you to do things? How?
n/a
7.   Do you hear, see things, or feel that other people don't?
Yah ... occasional nakakakita ako ng so call ghost
Describe mo nga si call ghost. Kailan mo siya nakikita
Nakikita ba ng ibang tao si call ghost?
8.   Have you or would you attempt to kill yourself?
NO
9.   Do you think other people are talking about you because of it?
no
10.   Do you have problems eating or sleeping?
Yes hindi ako makatanggi sa pagkain
Sleeping : yes laging 5 to 6hrs lang kaya ko itulog

Family Dynamics
1.   How many are you in the family and what is your birth order?
Right now sa bahay
LOLO 78
Auntie 43
ako  26
Pinsan 1- 23
Pinsan 2- 18
Bakit hinde ka naninirahan kasama ng mga kapatid or magulang mo?

2.   How old are your parents, what are their jobs, and describe your relationship with them? Are you close or not? Would you tell your secrets to them? Do they know your friends?
Mother 45 – house wife- Yes close kami and yes kilala niya friends ko
Father 45 – hindi ko alam work nya – Open lang kami pero hindi ganong ka-close and no  kilala niya friends ko
Bakit, nasaan ba si tatay at ano ginagawa nya?

3.   How old are your siblings, what are their jobs, and describe your relationship with them? Are you close or not? Would you tell your secrets to them? Do they know your friends?
Sister – 1 Yes close kami -student pa lang - and yes kilala niya friends ko
Sister – 2 Yes close kami -student pa lang -  and yes kilala niya friends ko
Sister 3 Yes close kami and-student pa lang -  no hindi nya kilala mga friends ko
Brother 1 - Yes close kami-student pa lang -  and no hindi nya kilala mga friends ko
Brother 2 - Yes close kami-baby pa -  and no hindi nya kilala mga friends ko


4.   Which sibling are you closest with?
Lahat halos sila
Close as in lahat kaya sabihan ng secrets mo?

5.   Which family member do you hate the most?
Non so far

Brief life story
A.   Infancy
1.   How were you given birth? Was is it in a hospital/clinic/lying-in/house? Were you a wanted child?
QC – East ave medical center , wanted child? Hindi ko lang alam

2.   Who raised you as a child? Who fed you as a child?
I grow up sa side ng grandparents ko
3.   How were you punished as a child?
Palo ng sinturon =) at walang TV for a day =(

B.   Childhood

1.   Where did you study? Is it an all boys school or mixed? Did you like the school?
Public school sa QC nung elem , sakto lang


2.    How many friends did you have?
Nung elem hindi ko na matandaan
High school marami naman pero 1 lang ang tunay
College – marami din pero kaunti lang ang masasabing okay

3.   Who was your best friend? What was your most memorable experience with that person?
Renren – nahuli kaming nanunuod ng hentai... =)

4.   Were you bullied? How often? Did it traumatize you?
Yes na-bully naman ako .. hindi naman,,

5.   What was the most memorable experience as a child? What was the most traumatic?
Nahuli ako ng shop lifting =) yah nagka-trauma naman ako ... hahaha
Bakit ka naman kumuha ng gamit?

6.   What was your favourite toy?
Zoid... yung unang version pa...

7.   What was your favourite game?
I love brutal games , meron kaming BTX na laro then sakitan talaga.. barilan ng Pellet gun , basta yung sakitan
Bakit ka mahilig sa brutal games? sino nagturo?

8.   How was discipline done in the family?
More on teaching at sermon, hindi naman physical not unless hardcore na yung ginawang kasalanan
Like ano pinaka hard core na ginawa mo?

9.   If a cake/pie was brought in by your parents to the house, how was it divided?
Equal share

10.   Who was the most favourite child in the family?
Si utol
Which utol? Dami eh... yung tomboy?

C.   Adolescence
1.   Where did you study? Is it an all boys school or mixed?
Public school sa QC nung high school , sakto lang

2.   Were you a pack leader or a follower?
Follower ako .. kasi parang mga kuya ang mga tropa ko nun

3.   What was the most memorable thing that your barkada would do?
Makipaghabulan sa mga rival school sa QC =)

4.   What was your hobby?
At that time sugal at PS1 pati counter strike tapos nauso yung MIRC at yahoo chat
Hanggang ngayon?

5.   What was the most stressful part of growing up?
When your father cant understand your decision
What decision? labo eh... kahit ako hinde ko maintindihan

6.   How did you cope with stress?
Hindi na lang pansinin gawin para yung desisyon
Hinde ko gets... ano nga yun?

7.   When your body was undergoing puberty, was there anything that preoccupied you?
N/A

8.   How did you interact with the opposite sex?
Shy type =)

9.   How was sex taught to you?
Hindi ko na maalala hahaha
Anong unang maalala mo sa sex?

D.   Adulthood

1.   Where did you study? What course did you take?
BSHRM - University sa UBELT nung college, hindi ko masabing ayaw hindi kasi kaya yung dream school ko
Anong dream school mo?

2.   Would you pursue further studies?
No .. nag-start na ako mag-aral sa different field

3.   What was your work? What is your dream job?
Tech support / dream? Gusto ko yung mag-docu ng kung ano ano OR network admin

4.   If you would set up a business, what would it be?
BAR siguro , yung tipo ng saimaca bar before,,
Bakit naman bar? ano meron sa bar?

5.   How is the atmosphere of your school/workplace?
Okay lang.. masaya naman

6.   Do you like what you're doing right now? Yes... kahit paano , medyo nakakasawa
Ano ba ginagawa mo?

7.   How is your relationship with your family? Do you talk often?
Okay ,,, if online sila nag-uusap kami
Ah, saan ba sila?

8.   How many friends do you have? What do you do with your friends?
Meron, marami kaunti lang ang tunay
9.   What do you do on weekends?
work
Pag hinde work, ano ginagawa mo?

10.   Did you start a relationship? How many partners/girlfriends?
1st girlfriend ko 2nd year high
11.   What is your sexuality? Do you think it is a problem?
So straight, bakla or hinde ka sure?
no
12.   Did you engage in sex before? How many partners? Are there problems with sex?
Yes.. how many? Hindi ko na maalala kung sino sino sila , wala pa naman
So marami ka nang nakasex? Babae o lalaki?

13.   Is marriage an option? If married, how is your married life?
Hindi naman cya option,more on dream cya
Bakit naman dream? Puwede naman di ba?

14.   Have you taken drug/alcohol? When did it start? How much are you taking everyday?
Drugs: I dont consider marijuana as a drug / alcohol 2nd year high school, pero ngayon bihira na
So nag jujuts ka? until now?

15.   What is your religion? How religious are you? How often have you prayed?
Catholico , I pray before going to work
16.   How are you with the law? Would you break the law in order if the need arises?
Yes! Hindi ok ang batas sa pinas.. may pinapaburan sila
ano sa tingin mo yung mali sa sistema?

17.   What do you think of the government?
Government ng pinas ,, the ugliest form of showbiz business
Bakit show business?

18.   Would you consider yourself healthy? what are your health problems?
Hindi,, may vertigo ako ngayon
Are you taking any meds right now?

19.   Are you financially stable? Is there a huge expense that strains you often?
Medyo , maraming utang sa credit card
bakit ka maraming utang? Ano pinaka pinaggagastos mo?

E.   Values and the Future

1.   What is your goal in life?
gusto ko mahigitan ang expectation ng mga tao sa'kin
What is expected of you?

2.   What do you value the most?
Yung trust ng GF ko

3.   What do you consider your success?
For now success ko yung naabot ko yung 26 birthday ko =)
Di ba lahat ng tao tumatanda? Bakit naman naging success yung age?

4.   What do you consider your failure?
Wala pa naman

5.   How do you see yourself in 10 years?
Mag-manage na lang ng negosyo or nasa ibang bansa at dun na nakatira
Bakit sa ibang bansa? ano meron dun?

6.   How do you see your family in the future?
Proud

7.   Are you happy?  Yes im happy for everything I have

[Kilo 1000]

BTW... I actually feel BARELY functional.... Mostly energy drinks na lang ang elixir ko to keep up. hehe

Sorry, I'm one of those people who really hates chemicals and extra doping crap.
I really discourage energy drinks due to the following
1. It is VERY bad to your heart. There are MANY studies that it can lead to irregular heart rates that can kill you. It can lead you to hypertension.
2. It is VERY bad to your brain and hormones. Chronic intake of energy drinks can disrupt your hormones causing you to produce more stress hormones, disrupt sleeping patterns and cause drug dependence.
3. It is VERY bad to your autonomic system, withdrawal from energy drinks can cause a hyperreactive response causing tremors, palpitations, anxiety.. etc

your responses actually confirm that you're more anxious than depressed.

boss kilo1000
kasama ba dito yung mga cola?

Mataas ang caffeine content ang soft drinks at sugar content.
Most of the diabetics i know drink and average of 4-5 bottles of coke/juice everyday kasi ayaw nila ng tubig.

[vortex]

See followup questions below.

Name Initials: NRM
Age: 24
Gender: Male
Location: Pasig City
Birthplace: Pasig City

Present Problem

1.   What seems to be your problem and what brought you to answer this?
-> marami eh, family, friends, work
Who in particular gave you the most problem and why?

2.   When did it start? Was there anything significant that happened during that time? What was it?
-> yung current, months ago na rin eh.

3.   When does it get worse? When does it get better? How many times does it occur in a day?
sa work, everyday, sa tao din ganun. Sa bahay, depende.
Lahat ng bagay problema or may isang nagstastand out?

4.   What things/people/events put you in a lot of stress? What do you do when you get stressed?
-> marami sila. When I am stressed, hanap ako extensions, talk to someone, do something para ma-divert yung attention ko
what are you avoiding in particular?

5.   How do you cope? What did you do to address the problem?
-> do something that can make me happy and calm, like listening to music, talking to somebody, watching something, etc.

6.   Would you say you're sad/angry/depressed/anxious? Does it disable you to do things? How?
-> ngayon, I can say I am depressed and anxious. Yes somehow. how? siguro nalilimit ang energy ko eh, may times na wala ako gana gumawa.
Yung mga bagay na dati mo nang ineenjoy ay hinde na ganun naeenjoy?

7.   Do you hear, see things, or feel that other people don't?
-> no

8.   Have you or would you attempt to kill yourself?
-> I don't remember how, but I think I did when I was in gradeschool

9.   Do you think other people are talking about you because of it?

10.   Do you have problems eating or sleeping?
-> yes, I am insomiac since I was a kid.
Until now? do you have a hard  time initiating sleep or do you wake up often?

Family Dynamics
1.   How many are you in the family and what is your birth order?
-> 10, I am the 10th (not including some of my parent's families from their first partners)

2.   How old are your parents, what are their jobs, and describe your relationship with them? Are you close or not? Would you tell your secrets to them? Do they know your friends?
Father - 94, deceased
Mother - 67 - Housewife

3.   How old are your siblings, what are their jobs, and describe your relationship with them? Are you close or not? Would you tell your secrets to them? Do they know your friends?

4.   Which sibling are you closest with?
-> wala

5.   Which family member do you hate the most?
-> none, tamang inis lang

Brief life story
A.   Infancy
1.   How were you given birth? Was is it in a hospital/clinic/lying-in/house? Were you a wanted child?
-> Hospital ata, at first, based on stories, my Mom tried to abort me, pero di naging successful

2.   Who raised you as a child? Who fed you as a child?
-> nanay and mga kapatid ko
3.   How were you punished as a child?
-> maraming ways eh, pero makaluma. Naalala ko dati, pinapaluhod ako sa asin/mungo before, or kahit sa sahig, naka-dipa sa harap ng altar, na-experience ko na mapalo, ikulong sa bodega, hubaran ng damit, hahaha.

B.   Childhood
1.   Where did you study? Is it an all boys school or mixed? Did you like the school?
Mixed siya, sa Elementary school sa amin. Gusto ko yung school

2.    How many friends did you have?
-> marami naman, friendly ako, I have friends kahit sa ibang section and grade levels

3.   Who was your best friend? What was your most memorable experience with that person?
-> bibigay pa name? memorable experience na lang, siguro yung twing pumupunta ako sa kanila para manood at tumambay.

4.   Were you bullied? How often? Did it traumatize you?
-> yeah na-bully na rin ako nung elementary, kasi nga babakla-bakla ako, there was also times na may guy akong classmate who was trying to harass me.

5.   What was the most memorable experience as a child? What was the most traumatic?
-> di ko na maalala. traumatic
6.   What was your favourite toy?
-> marami
Which one in particular was your most favorite?
7.   What was your favourite game?
-> any games.
8.   How was discipline done in the family?
-> disciplinarian ang both parents ko.

9.   If a cake/pie was brought in by your parents to the house, how was it divided?
-> when I was a kid, siguro I would have the least part, depende sa age. Pero ngayon that I feel like a boss na in the house, it is divided equally, or sometimes I would take the bigger one, or they do allocate it for me.

10.   Who was the most favourite child in the family?
-> siguro ako nung bata, kasi ako ang bunso.

C.   Adolescence
1.   Where did you study? Is it an all boys school or mixed?
-> mixed din, ito ang High School sa philippines na nasa Guiness.

2.   Were you a pack leader or a follower?
-> both.
In a game, do you follow someone's orders or do you make the orders?

3.   What was the most memorable thing that your barkada would do?
-> tumambay sa bahay ng classmates, maglaro
Most memorable moment  with your friends?

4.   What was your hobby?
-> wala masyado.
If you're alone and bored in the house, what would you do?

5.   What was the most stressful part of growing up?
-> family, schooling

6.   How did you cope with stress?
-> di pa ganun ka big-deal pero usually music, I pray, I believe eversince that it helps. then tawa lagi, I remember before mahilig din ako gumawa ng mga poems.

7.   When your body was undergoing puberty, was there anything that preoccupied you?
-> siguro yung mga changes sa akin

8.   How did you interact with the opposite sex?
-> normal lang naman

9.   How was sex taught to you?
-> di naman, sa isang subject kasi alam ko di naturo iyon eh, but I know a little kasi pinag-uusapan ng ibang classmates.

D.   Adulthood
1.   Where did you study? What course did you take?
-> PUP, BS Computer Science
2.   Would you pursue further studies?
-> yes
3.   What was your work? What is your dream job?
-> Network Analyst, not quite

4.   If you would set up a business, what would it be?
-> Mall/Grocery store and a BPO.

5.   How is the atmosphere of your school/workplace?
-> good

6.   Do you like what you're doing right now?
-> not anymore
What happened?

7.   How is your relationship with your family? Do you talk often?
-> ok naman, minsan parang civil ako sa bahay, bihira na kami makapag-usap kasi madalas wala sa bahay


8.   How many friends do you have? What do you do with your friends?
-> sa office, marami naman, most of them are my friends, minsan gumagala kami, akyat bundok, etc.

9.   What do you do on weekends?
-> depende, sunday church, other than that, minsan tambay sa house, or kapag may lakad.
Gaano ka katagal usually sa bahay?

10.   Did you start a relationship? How many partners/girlfriends?
-> nope.

11.   What is your sexuality? Do you think it is a problem?
-> male, I don't know if it is a problem.
Straight, Gay or unsure?

12.   Did you engage in sex before? How many partners? Are there problems with sex?
-> no
13.   Is marriage an option? If married, how is your married life?
-> Wala pa kasi sa isip ko iyan, pero I'll make sure it is heaven for me and my partner.

14.   Have you taken drug/alcohol? When did it start? How much are you taking everyday?
-> no

15.   What is your religion? How religious are you? How often have you prayed?
-> Catholic by birth, but I am now a Christian. I pray every day, minimum is 5 times, a day. Except recently, I am not praying. hahaha.
Why did you change religion?

16.   How are you with the law? Would you break the law in order if the need arises?
-> I am a law abiding citizen. Wala pa sa isip ko mag-break ng law.

17.   What do you think of the government?
-> always needs improvement

18.   Would you consider yourself healthy? what are your health problems?
-> no,
19.   Are you financially stable? Is there a huge expense that strains you often?
-> no
E.   Values and the Future
1.   What is your goal in life?
-> to become successful and ma-achieve yung life na gusto ko
Which is?

2.   What do you value the most?
-> time, attention, and affection
Wala ba to sa bahay?

3.   What do you consider your success?
-> sa ngayon, siguro yung naka-graduate ako among sa aming magkakapatid. They hate schooling and I broke that history in my family.
4.   What do you consider your failure?
-> marami eh, ayoko na isipin yung iba.
What is your biggest regret then?

5.   How do you see yourself in 10 years?
-> having a satisfying life with my own family.

6.   How do you see your family in the future?
-> happy, living in harmony and living in the way opposite to the family I have.

7.   Are you happy?
-> yes, but not 100%.

Comment: Mukhang poor ang family support.

may follow up question na naman. Pede bang wag ko na sagutin? hahaha, sa comment na lang, oo poor. kaya siguro lumaki akong mataas ang pride and sometimes wala self-esteem. Yung parang lahat ng bagay aakuin ko and kakayanin ko on my own.

[Lanchie]

Glad to see you functioning better than when I saw you 2 years ago.
Beware of manic spikes though

narealize ko kase na I've been carrying various emotional baggage's in life for so long.. so finally I understand and let go of everything.. Then complete happiness came..

I agree on papa marvs on this. hehehe

[Kilo 1000]

may follow up question na naman. Pede bang wag ko na sagutin? hahaha, sa comment na lang, oo poor. kaya siguro lumaki akong mataas ang pride and sometimes wala self-esteem. Yung parang lahat ng bagay aakuin ko and kakayanin ko on my own.

Puwede namang hinde. Just exploring what you wrote.

[vortex]

may follow up question na naman. Pede bang wag ko na sagutin? hahaha, sa comment na lang, oo poor. kaya siguro lumaki akong mataas ang pride and sometimes wala self-esteem. Yung parang lahat ng bagay aakuin ko and kakayanin ko on my own.

Puwede namang hinde. Just exploring what you wrote.

Sige po sasagutin ko po yung follow up questions nyo. Honestly, hindi ko na ma-recall ang iba. hahaha.

[marvinofthefaintsmile]

Glad to see you functioning better than when I saw you 2 years ago.
Beware of manic spikes though

narealize ko kase na I've been carrying various emotional baggage's in life for so long.. so finally I understand and let go of everything.. Then complete happiness came..

I agree on papa marvs on this. hehehe

Sometimes, the only solution is letting go. may mga bagay sa buhay na kailangang iwan.. naalala ko noong nag-letgo ako.. iniisip ko na wala na akong gagawin.. nang biglang may kantang pumasok sa isipan ko..

"maglalakbay ako.. patungo sa kawalan."
"upang habulin ko ang mga pangarap sa buhay."
"at susu-ungin ko.. itong kadiliman.."
"makita ko lang ang liwanag.."
"ng katarungan.."

at nabuo ang http://hunkrideradventures.blogspot.com

[Kilo 1000]

Sometimes people ignoring the situation is their "act of letting go" is more of complete denial.