WHAT TO DO WITH DEPRESSION

[joshgroban]

currently, i am reading someone else's diary.. a girl around 17.. damn.. nakakalungkot yung mga isinulat nya nung nabubuhay pa sya. pero may napansin ako.. sabi nya 'i must read the bible'. but God gave her death as the reward..

death is not the end to those who are in Christ.. to live is Christ to die is gain...

[marvinofthefaintsmile]

currently, i am reading someone else's diary.. a girl around 17.. damn.. nakakalungkot yung mga isinulat nya nung nabubuhay pa sya. pero may napansin ako.. sabi nya 'i must read the bible'. but God gave her death as the reward..

death is not the end to those who are in Christ.. to live is Christ to die is gain...

eh di mag-gain ka nga? chos lang!

[marvinofthefaintsmile]

I think it is normal na minsan down ka.. or sensitive sa mga reaction ng mga strangers sa paligid mo. magsabi lang sila ng pang-kuncha, sad ka na kagad.. well, the world is filled with sadness.. pero nasa sayo pa din yan if you can focus more on the positive things na nangyayari sa buhay mo..

[vortex]

Yung stress and depress meter ko reaching na its critical level. hahaha...hirap maka-getover.

[marvinofthefaintsmile]

Yung stress and depress meter ko reaching na its critical level. hahaha...hirap maka-getover.

ganito kasi yan... kailangang mong matutunan to "stop giving a damn about it". Kapag natutunan mo yan, sabi ko sayo.. biglang gaan ang pakiramdamn mo..

[marvinofthefaintsmile]

Just remember na if there's no ups and downs in your life.. you are probably be dead already..

[mang juan]

Keep yourself busy 😜

[marvinofthefaintsmile]

Keep yourself busy 😜

actually.. may kantang "keep busy". the reason why madaming tao ang nagpaparty at night.. to keep themselves busy..

[marvinofthefaintsmile]

suddenly may thought na pumasok sa isip ko..

kailan kaya masasabi ni superosmdummi na..

"despite everything. I still believe that the people around me are good.."

[superosmdummi]

suddenly may thought na pumasok sa isip ko..

kailan kaya masasabi ni superosmdummi na..

"despite everything. I still believe that the people around me are good.."

I actually have said this before. It's myself I don't trust. Siguro mas magandang...

Despite everything, when will I realize that I am also good.

[marvinofthefaintsmile]

suddenly may thought na pumasok sa isip ko..

kailan kaya masasabi ni superosmdummi na..

"despite everything. I still believe that the people around me are good.."

I actually have said this before. It's myself I don't trust. Siguro mas magandang...

Despite everything, when will I realize that I am also good.

right!

[Syndicate]

Depression? Pakita mo na depressed ka sa taong gusto mong magbigay sa iyo ng onting words. Words can partially heal or give motivation lalo na kung hindi ito mala-"sermon" ang dating (like "alam mo kasi dapat .."). I really wanted the conversation stop pag ganyan yung advice. Setting examples and giving insights? THE BEST!

at syempre maayos na pahinga.

[marvinofthefaintsmile]

suddenly may thought na pumasok sa isip ko..

kailan kaya masasabi ni superosmdummi na..

"despite everything. I still believe that the people around me are good.."

I actually have said this before. It's myself I don't trust. Siguro mas magandang...

Despite everything, when will I realize that I am also good.

right!

few days ago, nakakwentuhan ko ang ibang persona ko <-- wala lang, inspired by watching anime. natanong ko kung paano ba maghihilom ang mga sugat sa puso ni superosmdummi kasi hate nya ang sarili nya imbes na mga tao sa paligid nya.. sabi nung isa, "lam mo marv~1, una, kailangan nyang matanggap sa sarili nya na may problema siya at dapat nya yung alamin.. pangalawa, matutunan nyang patawarin ang sarili nya." "Hmm, pwede." naisip ko..

[marvinofthefaintsmile]

sabi ng isa.. "kailangan nyang maglaro ng Tales of the Abyss para masmaunawaan ang sarili nya. tsaka yung inferiority complex kemeler."

[superosmdummi]

Deny... that's what we always do. When reality's giving shit and we cannot bear it. We deny, we dwell on out fantasies.


I NEED TO STOP DWELLING AND DEAL SHITS!